I guess it is appropriate to have a post for VD. As one can imagine I am bitter. I used to be ashamed of that bitterness, but now I fully embrace it. I have been single and unhappy about that singleness my entire life. Honestly I think I can set some kind of shameful world record. The only up side is that I get to drown the emotional pain in discounted chocolate the day after.

Today at work a guy came in. Now he has been in before and I have had the HUGEST crush on him. He is always nice and funny and in a good mood. I had at one point thought he was flirting but then I realized who I was and who he was and that thought quickly went away. Sometimes he shops sometimes he just comes in to look around or check out the new art. Also he smells amazing. Well today he came in for a gift for someone. Now this is not unusual. He has come in for gifts for coworkers, family, friends, etc and I have helped him pick out most of them. Well today he needed a gift for his girlfriend whom he is going to propose to tonight on VD. He was going to cook for her and everything. So today I had the pleasure of helping him pick out the perfect gift for his soon-to-be-fiance as well as giving him cooking pointers and wishing him good luck. Meanwhile it felt like someone has stuck a big rusty serated knife through my chest and started twisting it around.

You know the funny thing; this isn't the first time I have helped a crush land some other girl that they like. I have a feeling it will not be the last. FML.