I have been doing homework all day today and decided to take a little break. Well my break was watching some youtube clips of random things. I watched some clips of the wonderful Kathy Griffin doing her hilarious standup. I watched some clips of baby animals doing funny things, and some montages of talking heads from "The Office".

Then I made the stupid mistake of watching about 40 minutes of romantic movie kiss montages. Most of these were set to romantic pop songs from the last five years or so. Well now I am in a pity party kind of mood. I could go on and on about how it isn't fair, about how everyone else gets to paired up at least once in their life and blah blah blah. All that whining is not going to help my situation.

What I can do is throw myself into work and school. I can give 100% to each of them and hope for the best. By the time I stop to think about being single or about romance I will be too tired to care. Sounds like a plan. Albeit, a completely emotionally unhealthy plan, but a plan all the same.

I think I will need that something extra though. The holidays are coming up and this is and has been a hard time of the year for myself and others.